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I'm standing at the top of my peak


I've been there for so long, and feel so lonely


So I think I'll be jumping off.


Time to join the rest of the world;but there's no one to answer my call


I hope there's someone down there to catch me,when I fall.


There's no safe way out now


Only pain to level my life out.


The pain isn't all gone


It's only been faded but for so long


It's returned and I'm in the darkest place ever;I fear I'm not going to make it out alive..


I'm barely alive, but taking deep breaths


Afraid to return where I came from because it's a mess


And I'm slowly fading from the stress.


I'm not myself anymore,I've been changed from my crust to my core


My life has been washed up among the shores


It's a new beginning from there.


I never show my true feelings, I just draw tears


In order to keep strong, I mustn't show any fears


Wish I could go to sleep and make this bad dream be gone


But I'm afraid if I sleep, I might never wake up;it'll be like an never ending song


My only hope is to recognize myself, and lay my past on a shelf


But misery seems to be my life, it follows me no matter where I go


The Devil,never hesitates to show.


But I refuse to let him take control of me


My life will only be as perfect as my eyes can see. 

LOVE?

Why do I love you?

I have no clue

I have no idea why you make me smile

And make me sad;or even make me laugh.

But I do know that you bring me joy, and happiness

And I love you more than you could ever imagine

Dark Beauty

Beauty is beyond the Swan of the darkness


Fall and rise up,stronger than before.


Let imperfection fade, as you become a new from stress


You've closed the door thinking your enemy is dead,enjoying the perfection from all the evil you adore.


You climb higher,and higher until no more you can endure 


And when the darkness of perfection fades,you're not the same anymore..


-This poem is inspired,and dedicated to the beautiful,and creative movie "Black Swan"

How To Save A Life

Save me from misery and pain


Save me from any sickness I might catch out in the rain


Save me from embarrasment and shame


Save me from walking away from the inevitable 


Save my disbelief,with what's worth believing.


Can you Save my heart from bleeding..?

Awaken

 You're in trouble,so you start to scream for help

You've committed your sin, and your penalty is hell 

You try to run,but you can't escape the mighty hand

You've ruined your fate, now there's been a change in your plans.

When you arrive, you start to cry hysterically; you say to yourself, I don't belong here

You look him in his eye's,but can't tell him; because you're full of fear

Your fates been decided, and instead of sweating from being there; there's tears..

Jay's Poet Society: Scarred

Jay's Poet Society: Scarred: As I walk by, I start to cry the wind dries my eye But inside I still cry I don't mean deep tissue I have deep mental issues. Bu...

Scarred

As I walk by, I start to cry the wind dries my eye


But inside I still cry


I don't mean deep tissue


I have deep mental issues.


But as the real world appears,and my fantasy world fades


It's a new chapter in my life as i turn the page


I'm a free bird breaking free from its cage.


My eyes are so hazy from all the tears


Now it's life into the real world;after all that I've been through, I have no fears