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I'm standing at the top of my peak


I've been there for so long, and feel so lonely


So I think I'll be jumping off.


Time to join the rest of the world;but there's no one to answer my call


I hope there's someone down there to catch me,when I fall.


There's no safe way out now


Only pain to level my life out.


The pain isn't all gone


It's only been faded but for so long


It's returned and I'm in the darkest place ever;I fear I'm not going to make it out alive..


I'm barely alive, but taking deep breaths


Afraid to return where I came from because it's a mess


And I'm slowly fading from the stress.


I'm not myself anymore,I've been changed from my crust to my core


My life has been washed up among the shores


It's a new beginning from there.


I never show my true feelings, I just draw tears


In order to keep strong, I mustn't show any fears


Wish I could go to sleep and make this bad dream be gone


But I'm afraid if I sleep, I might never wake up;it'll be like an never ending song


My only hope is to recognize myself, and lay my past on a shelf


But misery seems to be my life, it follows me no matter where I go


The Devil,never hesitates to show.


But I refuse to let him take control of me


My life will only be as perfect as my eyes can see.